Should i have had with him?

At least you made it to 18. If you already did it with him, you should continue if you're still interested in him. Don't beat yourself up about having , everyone does it. Your parents understand, they'll just never admit it. They were young once too, and prob did tons of things they'll never tell you about. I'd def keep your count in men down as much as you can though. Whether you had with this guy 1 time or 1000 times, it still just counts as 1 guy. It becomes a problem when you get above 3 men you start losing respect from others (their true feelings about you).